Thursday 4th August 2011
Woke around 8ish. Listened to the radio, had soem breakfast, then sat there wondering what to do. It’s been 3 days and I’ve not heard a thing from her. I am sad and worried. I hope she is ok.
I tried to do some work, but my brain is a bit unco-operative. So I ended up watching Murder One which has taken the best part of a week to download.
I am supposed to move on tomorrow, but I have no idea where to go? I need to finish the sales website, then start selling the software or I’ll be destitute soon. I think I’ll probably stay here until Monday unless I hear from Stacey.
I had a good chat with Bruce last night and he has offered to help with the software sales plan, it would mean returning to Yorkshire though. At the moment there is nothing keeping me here, it was a joint dream.
I tried to go to bed early. That wasn’t too hard, going to sleep on the other hand was a different matter. Given I went to bed around 9ish I was not happy when I saw 1:31am on the clock. I didn’t sleep well. I got hot and cold shivers, and the same coding dream of exactly the same bit of code recurred all night.
I hope tomorrow is a better day.
